The slums friends in low places

Entering the slums closer to my mother I felt confident but also the feeling you get when your belly stings . We beat and Intimidated a man that wrong Ellie and stole her property, oh how we made him scream...We met The infamous "Top Dog". Handsome, seems a fun challenge. Might have to kill him though, he has a deep connection to some illegal thingsand might have dealing with Graz'zt and had some run ins with the others....The homecoming I expected did not play out the way I wanted, I caught up with Yamira in what seemed to be a drug den, We tried Big cat which filled me with euphoria, lust and a haze of memory lose. She'd completely turned her back on me after I reviled my new found purpose back home. I was devested. I just wanted to spend one night with an important person in my live but was meet with an icy shoulder. Angry, drugged and heartbroken I made my way to a place known as Desires ha "desires" that was one of the words in Yamira and I code words we came up with back in the old days. Pleasure was being solicited out the door I met an older elvish women who had me melting unfortunately she wasn't up for a wild night so instead I spent a wild night with a Filonian and a Dragonborn and I may have consumed some mud water in my inebriated self....I don't know how I got back but I was a mess the next morning. Illiana didn't received a warm welcome either with family drama that eclipsed over my own and gods know I have family issues....We have a led on the cult so maybe we'll look into it and hopefully soon I don't know how long my disguise will throw my mother off as i'm sure she has someone on my tail, I want to avoid bloodshed if possibly but its all up to her and her cronies, I won't marry him I will not but if It'll gain her trust I could seek forgiveness and "play my role" long enough to con her I'm no stranger to acting, I have a few thing I could whip together I had a character idea for Jericho dress him up as a harden bounty hunter collecting payment on delivering me known as Vernon Half-Cross while the other either sneak inside and investigate? Haven't thought of a plan of escape (AGAIN) but i'd improvise? Maybe I'd stay go with it we weaken him and I take his whole foundation and commence chaos in my own beautiful image?...….who knows? go to sleep....