Journal entry

One of my goals was to find a town wealthy enough to fund a place of worship for me to gain followers and eventually raise it enough to power for me to be the one pulling the strings of the lords of that land. I needed a source. something of power, a God or Goddess...Fleeing from "family" who are in touch with a source would have been a difficult task she always had a "watchful eye" on me so instead of thievery I lied and became the peoples goddess, Their lady of the Morning. Being Worshipped instead of the life I lived in a cult with my mother actually felt great...a powerful feeling. I'd probably be called a Blaspheming whore for the thing I was able to make these people do but I didn't really give shit I was basking in the fruits of my pleasures. But as with anything it doesn't last for long, and it didn't.....could be interesting to try again? Need to find a new source? Nadia might be a good choice? getting tired should find books on plane shifting practice mirror technique don't eat too many sweets.~Asuka