Moving on

Moving on is one of the hardest things a person can do. I haven’t been in a relationship for 8 years since he passed, I’m beginning to try and move on but it’s hard. Kalas knows how hard it was for me the first time and I recently experienced something that made me live it all agin. I can tell myself all I want that it’s been years, but it doesn’t feel that way. I feel like I’m betraying him in a way. I need to let go, I just don’t know how.