So much has happened and I want to write it down but I’m so scared someone will find it if we get captured again.
I want to record it all so I won’t forget these times, the small and big moments with these people. I want to return home when this is all over but at the same time I don’t want to leave my friends for months or years at a time. I want to see their lives unfold, the good and the bad. We have lived and experienced what feels like lifetimes together in just this year.
What I feel like I can write about that I’m certain our enemy knows is that we have found Adrian. I hope that he is the key to the doors we need opened in this fight.
I am fearful of where we are headed, but I cannot let that fear consume me. I cannot fail. I have to set things right.