Sundered Ruins: Entry 4

Helo left today.
 
The one person I felt I could wholeheartedly trust has just deserted me. Honestly though she had the best reason anyone could have to abandon us, when family is in trouble you have to help, I of all people should understand that. But we're close to something special here, I know it. Especially with the news that Talie is also in the ruins. We just need to make it to that tower. It became activated when I touched that wall maybe now is the time...
 
This need I have to reach that tower has been slowly growing in me, but I can feel its finally got its claws into me. That fucking rune floating atop the tower has begun to pulse, taunting me. Tomorrow we're planning to make it at least half way but I don't know how much a blow Helo's departure will be. I just hope she's safe and that she finds what she's looking for. I'm going to miss her.
 
At least Helo has purpose in what she's doing, she knows where she needs to be. I'm not so sure anymore. The only thing I can think about is that tower and what it might mean, how it might be an end to this horrible story. Although I feel so lost with everything swirling around in my head. I doubt myself more and more everyday. I just really need help from someone more capable then me. I feel like a misplaced piece on this game board, like I was accidentally thrown into this mess and now I can't find a way out.
 
I pray to the gods almost everyday for help and yet I get no answer, not even a sign that I'm doing the right thing or that I am on the right path. The best I can do now is just to keep moving forward and to trust in myself and in my own ability. Hopefully it's enough.