Interlude 3
It was an early morning in the townhouse. Zayn went downstairs to make coffee and breakfast with Nonna Elena, and after some quick catching up there’s a moment of silence broken by Elena.
[I see my grandson and my grandchild again and not so much my granddaughter. You are fluid, there is nothing wrong with that, I am actually happy to see you as my grandchild, but I remember why you stood as a grandson. Why do you do so again?]
Zayn stops and thinks. It’s true, before the adventures their primary form was a woman. And now they’re ever shifting, embracing being the spaces in between, but slowly presenting more as masculine-leaning in their androgyny.
[I am a parent now. A guardian, protecting me and mine. People are looking up to me...looking AT me…I have to, it is-]
[You think you will be respected more if they see you as a man.] Nonna Elena says rather bluntly. The two could dance around saying it all they want, but she wastes no time.
[…Can you prove me wrong, Nonna?]
She sighs, [I don’t know if I can, Zayn.]
[I used to run on the streets as a boy to help keep myself safe. Now I have a partner and her- our- children. When people hear of the guardian, they expect a man who is strong and stoic. Not many test that man. But this..?] They motion to the softer features of their true face, expressive even through the skin of alabaster.
This causes Nonna to stop what she’s doing and look at their grandchild right in their eyes with a fierce conviction.
[You are strong, nipote mio. You do not need broad shoulders, muscles, and facial hair to prove it. You are brave, and you have a heart some men cannot even dream to have. Another thing; please do not be stoic. It is your ability to express yourself that has made others feel safe around you, don’t you think? You openly share the warmth of your fire. Yes, no one tests the strong and stoic man, but any person with sense in them will not test the heat of a flame... And if they do, Zayn?] She lights a match and tosses it into the hearth, [Burn them, like fire does when it is not respected.]
[…I can’t tell if you remind me of Peg, or if Peg reminds me of you.]
[She is a lovely woman, I would love to chat with her. But please, don’t forget these words; being yourself is the bravest thing I have seen you do. Keep doing that for me, for your love, your family, and by Fodla’s grace, do it for yourself.]
Zayn nods, [Yes ma’am.]
[Good…now go wake up your love, breakfast is almost ready.]
The two hug each other tight, Zayn briefly fighting back tears. She lets them go and Zayn bows their head to her one more time, leaving back to their room to gently wake up Bella and greet the day ahead.
Zayn's Journal Ordered oldest to newest
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A Single Step
June 10th
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Journal Entry 1
June 16
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Journal Entry 2
June 28
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Recipe #1
02 Sep 2024 11:17:18
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Journal Entry 3
03 Sep 2024 02:10:38
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Journal Entry 4
August 6
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Journal Entry 5
August 16
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Recipe #2
03 Sep 2024 02:11:03
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Journal Entry 6
04 Sep 2024 03:39:59
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Journal Entry 7
August 25
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Journal Entry 8
August 27
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Interlude 1
17 Sep 2024 03:12:47
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Journal Entry 9
19 Oct 2024 02:41:57
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Journal Entry 10
20 Oct 2024 07:01:23
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Recipe #3
20 Oct 2024 08:24:26
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Interlude 2
21 Oct 2024 04:22:52
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Letters to Nonna: 1
30 Oct 2024 04:56:28
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Recipe #4
30 Oct 2024 05:10:01
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Interlude 3
01 Dec 2024 11:52:00
June 10th
June 16
June 28
02 Sep 2024 11:17:18
03 Sep 2024 02:10:38
August 6
August 16
03 Sep 2024 02:11:03
04 Sep 2024 03:39:59
August 25
August 27
17 Sep 2024 03:12:47
19 Oct 2024 02:41:57
20 Oct 2024 07:01:23
20 Oct 2024 08:24:26
21 Oct 2024 04:22:52
30 Oct 2024 04:56:28
30 Oct 2024 05:10:01
01 Dec 2024 11:52:00
The major events and journals in Zayn's history, from the beginning to today.
Interlude 3
It was an early morning in the townhouse. Zayn went downstairs to make coffee and breakfast with Nonna Elena, and after some quick catching up there’s a moment of silence broken by Elena. [I see my grandson and my grandchild again and not so much my ...
11:57 pm - 01.12.2024Recipe #4
Blueberry Tea Infused Gin What you need: - 750 ml of Gin - 3 Bags of Blueberry Tea - A vessel to hold the steeping gin - A funnel - Patience Pour the gin into whatever vessel you have (I use a 64 oz glass jar), and throw tea bags in there as ...
05:31 pm - 30.10.2024Letters to Nonna: 1
Nonna, So many things have happened since I left in the summer. But there are a few that stand out. You told me once that I may find someone who I would want to spend all my time with, to give the world to, and you were right. My heart has been give...
05:02 pm - 30.10.2024Interlude 2
It was just another morning at the clinic. As Ceros and Baro were working on the usual morning tasks and preparing the ingredients for the day, Zayn was baking bread for the kitchens, softly humming to themselves. Vola was with them, a helping hand. Ab...
05:03 am - 21.10.2024Recipe #3
Pumpkin Soup - 2 Tablespoons of Olive Oil - 1 Yellow Onion, Chopped - 4 Garlic Cloves - 1 Bay Leaf - 29 oz Pumpkin Purée - 1 Teaspoon of Ginger, Grated - 1 Teaspoon Salt - 1/2 Teaspoon of Cinnamon, Nutmeg, Smoked Paprika - 1/8 Teaspoon Grou...
09:00 pm - 20.10.2024Journal Entry 10
[The pages are taken up by random words, most scribbled out, some kept. Bits and pieces of poetry...attempted poetry. Words, feelings, scattered thoughts that were in the process of being acknowledged and immortalized on paper. At least, the words that s...
08:21 pm - 20.10.2024Journal Entry 9
It's been too long, I had lost my journal for a while there. At first I was staying at the clinic more often so I wasn't home to write, and now home is somewhere new. I live with Cardinal, Nel, Bella, and everyone's children now. They're all good moth...
02:55 am - 19.10.2024Interlude 1
Zayn stood in the kitchen as the staff were cleaning everything up to close for the night. The dishes were all cleaned, the perishable ingredients back in the icebox, the dry ingredients for the morning's first dishes already measured out and staged, and ...
04:20 am - 17.09.2024Journal Entry 8
Bell flowers, carnations (pink + white) , celandine, cosmos, daffodils, daisies, freesia, hawthorn, lilac, petunia, snowdrops, sunflowers, Sweet Williams. (She thinks I'm brave?) = There is a sprig of lavender pressed into the page = Note To Sel...
05:17 pm - 06.09.2024Journal Entry 7
I went on my first two missions. Once was actually back in Vodacce, and...wow it was certainly an interesting first adventure. All the sand, the shield surfing...which I ended with landing flat on my back and dizzy. I'm sure it's fun when you actually con...
01:29 pm - 05.09.2024Journal Entry 6
The nightmares started coming back. The nightmares where the next time I open my eyes, I'm back in the alleys of Capistrello with a knife in my stomach. Maybe writing about it will make me feel better. To remind me that it's not real anymore. I've...
05:40 pm - 04.09.2024Recipe #2
Carrot Cake - 2 Cups All Purpose Flour - 2 Cups Sugar - 1 Teaspoon Baking Powder - 1 Teaspoon Baking Soda - 1 Teaspoon Ground Cinnamon - 3 Cups Finely Shredded Carrot - 1 Cup Cooking Oil - 4 Eggs Pre-heat the oven to 350 In a bowl, mi...
02:27 pm - 03.09.2024Journal Entry 5
Bella took me to the night gardens on her estate. We snuck in through a passage off to the side, she said it would be more fun that way. (It was.) I got to see so many flowers I didn't even know existed before. Don't Forget: Her favorite flower used to ...
01:55 pm - 03.09.2024Journal Entry 4
You learn a lot about a woman when you find her crying on the stairs. Bella and I talked, about many things. I wont write them down. That was between her and myself, and totally not because I had a good deal of cherry bounce after the matter. We went...
03:13 am - 03.09.2024Journal Entry 3
There was a ball at Nita's home. I dressed fancy and put on a pretty face. Bella taught me a little about how to dance, and I think I did okay! I didn't step on her feet, and that's what matters. Cardinal and I took a break from all the people and such an...
02:45 am - 03.09.2024Recipe #1
Vegetable Empanadas, for Bella Dough: * 1 Cup Of Water * 1 and 1/2 Sticks Unsalted Butter * 2 and 3/4 Cups Flour * 2 Teaspoon Salt * Pinch of crushed black pepper or paprika Filling: * Corn * Black Beans * 1 Potato (diced) * 1 Red Bell Pe...
11:54 pm - 02.09.2024Journal Entry 2
I was visited by Muse and Lady Bella, who insisted I can just call her Bella. Muse is a towering Warforged friend with beautiful antlers, it seems they're connected to nature like Nita. They are a unique individual and I hope I get to see them more. Despi...
11:12 pm - 02.09.2024Journal Entry 1
I have met so many people, and so many of them have titles. I should've wrote everyone down so I could remember them all. I remember Lord Aloysius and Lady Bella, both of them seem like such kind individuals. There was also Kevan, who is currently a ...
10:09 pm - 02.09.2024A Single Step
6 years ago, I started devoting myself to Fodla and the temple. Like any other early morning, I was awake with the other early risers to make the first batches of bread for the day. That's when I met Fiona. Fodla. She's beautiful, and kind. She gave me br...
09:31 pm - 02.09.2024The list of amazing people following the adventures of Zayn.
Social
Birthplace
Capistrello, Vodacce
Current Residence
Temple of Bountiful Harvest, Novandria
Honorary & Occupational Titles
Ava/Ama, the title for a cleric of their level.
Wealth & Financial state
Low Class, their housing is a cabin at the edges of the temple's fields. Their food and shelter needs are met by sponsorship of the church of Fodla.
Family Ties
None.
Religious Views
They live by Fodla's example to the best of their ability, crediting Her and the church for everything they feel so lucky to have.
Hobbies & Pets
Gnocchi, a tiny pet mimic that often takes the form of a clay honeypot, but has been known to shift into other objects depending on who is present or what Gnocchi themselves may be up to.