the living pineapple
Hi my name is Aldarian im not going to say to much but im a kind dumb ass who doesn't know what the fuck is going on.
- Age
- 22
- Date of Birth
- 15 july
- Gender
- male
- Eyes
- light blue
- Hair
- brown
- Skin Tone/Pigmentation
- pale
- Height
- 6.8
- Weight
- 196 lbs
Appearance
Physical Description
Jacked
Body Features
black and white wing, long scorched line down his leg. tattoos on his arm and leg.
Facial Features
browed chin and jaw, beard.
Identifying Characteristics
black and white wing, scorched leg, tattoos on his arm and leg, beard. blue bright eyes
Apparel & Accessories
necklace which his mother gave him before her death.
Mentality
Personal history
Aldarian grew up with his mother 3 sisters and his twin sisters his father mentally and physically tortured his sisters and mother so he decided to jump in the way to take it himself. not so long after his final sister was born his father killed his mother his sisters were taken away to a foster family each with different family and he dodge that whole system and grew up in a gang.
for the past 5 years aldarian grew up in this gang and climbed the ranks to fit himself as a left hands assistant. he was very respected in the gang and for once he can count on people looking out for him.
At the start of high school he meet a girl called miley she was a tabaxi.
whiles growing up with the gang he only attend high school for a year and half only attending chemistry class and pe classes he always loved messing around with the potions and actually learn from it but unfortunately he never got the hang of this. however in his pe class he was one of the best in his class by a good mile due to this everyone didn't want to compete with him or against him because of his skill range.
because of this he decided to drop out of school mid year 8 and went to the gang full time to earn his place and money. at the start he was only delivering packages and receiving heavy letters. he then eventual got more involved in the gang the older he got doing more dangerous but understandable stuff. the whole gang was all for the better to maintain a good environment and helping the people because the government wouldn't help.
he eventually got caught because of some rat bastard which got brutally tormented and thrown in jail as well aldarian ended up finding the rest of his gang which got caught throw different ways they kept a low but respective profile of the jail to maintain order and get life over with faster.
for the first time in a while aldarian was walking to his seat for this speach and seen a nice looking fallen asimar but, a strange old tiefling ended up coming in to the jail for a guess speech he was rudely interrupted by a twat aldarian told him to shut up easily. the tiefling was called godfrey and asked people if they would like to have another new life outside of here and if so to stay behind he quickly made a decision to stay and tried convincing his gang to stay but unfortunately they didn't want to.
godfrey asked people to come up on stage and tell him the truth over a few minutes he asked aldarian a furbolg called volo and a kalistar called rehley to stay behind. godfrey said we have to decide out of use which one wanted to leave over a few minutes talking aldarian asked godfrey if he could stay behind if he could take them bith unfortunelty this didn't happen. another discussion happened eventually volo also said he would stay behind being the other male and in return aldarian said you can join us and i will protect you.
the next day aldarian got told by one of the guards he was free to go confused why he went to the main entrance and see godfree, volo and rehley. godfree said he was going to let us all have a redemption.
for the next 6 months we trained with godfree. volo and rehley took there oath aldarian was going to take his otah but said he was not ready yet and instead train dfor another 3 months during that time he meet another fallen asimar at a meal called heather.
during the course of the 3 months he went to another guild hall and meet mellow and she was saying how there is this criminal called Chelsea. eventually coming through to Chelsea her story was more tragic than expected and her criminal stuff was based on a raised up situation than a free choice situation.
after this aldarian ended up taking his oath with heather. on the road to lukrime he meet a dragonborn called dravos an Aragont prick who made his life harder. after him and his crew finally meet up to go to the astral plain to get someone called lania. dravos turned round and said to aldarian that he was not part of his guild or family and was just there after all he has been through with dravos he didn't like that idea so he created a guild of his own to call a family eventually. that night aldarian slept with heater and maybe this could be a thing.
the astral plain was a nightmare he seen thing he didnt want to see and odnt things he didn't want to do. he meet an elf called gwenestry aldarian turned into a girl his and heather got awkward and he confessed about him liking rehley.
after saving lania and defeating a big fuck of dragon he is in helbrum making friends with people and relationship. heather is now carrying a tiefling called bathomet kid. now there are more people in the guild and aldarian is trying to get with a human called cessilia for once in his life he had a weird love connection to her.
Education
he has learned both in rich and poor schools honestly schools not for him hes has drooped out school at the start of year 7 but only attended alchemy class and pe classes till the middle of year 8. He was never good at the alchemy but he always loved it and wanted to go back to do it was the first fun thing which happen to him in his life and pe he was always good at sports.
Employment
Gang in jail
Triton m- moswell = vice ceo working for the gang for 15 years
age 30
gang outside
kalastar m - ??? = ceo running the gang for 30 years
age 40
drow f - ??? = vice ceo working for the gang for 18 years grew up in the gang after being left for death by the family unwanted on the door step
age 25
fallen asimar f - ??? = management working for the gang 8 years
age 24
human m - ??? = management working for the gang 12 years
age 27
crystal genasi m - ??? = team leader working for the gang for 6 years
age 20
tiefling f - ??? = team leader working for the gang for 6 years
age 23
Accomplishments & Achievements
saving a cannibal called Chelsea from her life and is now on the right path to success for her new life.
Failures & Embarrassments
being the princess female in Bathomets play.
not knowing about basic stuff.
fucking around with cessillias feelings.
making lania stressed.
Mental Trauma
seeing his father brutally kill his mother and hurting his sisters.
knowing heather is having a kid with bathomet.
nearly making lania kill herself due to him telling the truth and him messing her around.
getting rapped.
Intellectual Characteristics
when he enjoys doing something or wants to do something he uses his brain for once and actually does decent.
very good at understanding someone and knowing when something is off with them as long as he remembers.
always happy to learn new things about people and to be interactive with them to bond over things they like what they both like and what he likes.
Morality & Philosophy
menas: the reason how he act.
he believe if your kind and respectful to him he will be the same to you give people the attitude and mood you would like to receive back.
when hes in a relationship or is dating someone he will ask them if he can hug or kiss them this is due to no one really teaching him about relationships.
because he is trying to learn relationships he normally reads a book to help him but he can not do to much with this as he learns more physically than mentally, he will be nosy with people relationships to better understand it despite it is an invasion on privacy, or he will straight up ask people.
person.sexuality
he like females mostly ones who look more feminine looking eye colour of purple,blue,green, he is more attracted to. but most the time he just looking for dates to find that one even if there appearance is not what he think it is.
he took a potion which was random and could be anything and it turned me to a female during one of bathomets plays we kissed despite it was a decent kiss he is not attracted to males.
behind the doors he down for new experiences with females.
person.gender_identity
male
Taboos
turning into people seems interesting.
Known Languages
common,goblin,celestial,infernal.
Personality
Motivation
short term goals:
Wants to help people who have fallen to a down spiral path and need help getting back up.
helping people to give them opportunity in life.
Get in contact with all living family members who he wants to.
find that special someone.
get more involved with people.
help develop/ creates low level town and villages.
help people grow.
helping small businesses to find stuff on quests.
wants to help free cessillia.
protect rehlie.
protect his family.
Quotes & Catchphrases
dum it down, my head hurts.
Savvies & Ineptitudes
means: good at doing and not good at doing
good at lifting people of there feet/ giving good advice unless its a relationship.
has good relationships with people he cares about but some of them are not that close to him
never forgets a person and makes sure to interact with them despite how they are
makes sure that people he is going to kill are a valid reason to kill them.
doesn't know some of the basic stuff or words more complicated words he will not understand and will say it straight up
is very dumb in a lot of areas unless it is something he cares about.
Cares a lot for people but hates when he messes things up.
Likes & Dislikes
giving people close to him nicknames tailed to them
giving people close to him gifts for no reason sometimes reason
likes doing lawful chaotic no harmful stuff
staring at the ocean it has moods and personality its harmless and peaceful.
likes people.
loves relation ships and wants to be a little nose with it so he can understand more but also to see how they are with it.
likes tarta cards
likes gym
likes star signs
likes giving people gifts thatis tailered to them
likes to put money into investments so he has money backed up to save for his future and spend it on others
likes it when people think of him in a good light
like it when people give him tailared gifts
likes it when people take an interest in him
likes 1 on 1 conversations or small group talks
sports: skateboard and other board sports, ultimate frizbe. boxing, dodge ball,
foods/ drinks:chicken,donuts,cookies (zola cookies), milkshakes (sals), orange juice, apple juice, candyfloss, sausages, bacon, waffles, cereal, milk, pizza, fruit smoothie, ice lollies, water, whisky, vodka, cocktails, peanuts, most fruits and veg,
doesn't like nobles/ lords getting away with shit which commoners get thrown in jail for.
taking the piss out of people unless (hypocritical) unless he HATES them for a valid reason.
doesn't like getting close to people.
doesn't like people putting others down or using them and not seeing them like a person and will argue to a high extent about it.
when people are just not straight up honest
when people don't give back even a little interest in him from interactions
huge huge groups of people
dosnt like showing his emotions
food/drinks: egg, mayonnaise, white and red wine, gin, ipa, tequila, mixed natural juices, tomato juice, tomato, coconut, very posh foods depending what it is.
Sports: football, badminton, tennis, golf,
Virtues & Personality perks
means: good trate about them
puts other before himself.
very good at investing money.
kindness.
good tast in heavy music.
true friendship in people.
Vices & Personality flaws
means: what there bad at with how they are
peoples personality can rub of to him.
messing things up by accident.
does not have a tast in fashion.
jealous of people who have good or decent in relationships.
when he drinks or on something his true emotions and thoughts run free.
not good at talking to women.
validation from women.
Personality Quirks
means: behavior things they do
if he has a set amount of sugar he will start doing lawful chaotic no harmful stuff
mezmarised by smart people doing smart things which they enjoy and getting into it.
believes karma will come back when you do something bad and understands it will come back harder than you did something for it.
Hygiene
he at least take a shower after gym days guaranteed but 6/7 days he shower like to be look tidy and clean but not to over the top but still keep a good standard on it.
Social
Current Residence
helbrum guild hall
Contacts & Relations
best friends/ friends/ lose old friends/ good family
Heather = Close friend (oath)
rehlei = best friend (oath)
volo = friend
cessilia = Close friend/ ex/ complicated
godfrey = teacher
lailac = friend
peridot = friend
amber = friend
lania = Close friend/ ex/ complicated
paige = friend
agather = friend
rosaline = friend
Honorary & Occupational Titles
mave = sister
skyla = sister of twin
skylie = sisters of twin
bruhorn = father
dian = mother
zaviour = brother never meet
tom= mave foster brother
Wealth & Financial state
change this to journal instead
journal log 1: after the day of the speech the same thoughts like the mirror plays in my head its getting stronger idk how long i can controll it. the thoughts in my head sees myself as my dad I WANT IT GONE I WANT IT GONE.
journal log 2: hopefully finding a book to work with my hands like artificer stuff hopefully i forget about girls or heather.
journal log 3: waw meeting lania could help me make a few things hopefully this could be a turn around to focuse into some work instead of girls.
journal log 4: After going to hit gwenestry i accidentally hit rehley really hard and feel to bad about it everything right goes wrong.
journal log 5: nothing shall change with what happened with marik no questions no answer shall be given carry on with what originally going to happen.
(haven't written anything down for a while but i will put what he actually thought)
journal log 6: i think this cessillia person is what marik is but based on the past gwenestry found out at the same time hopefully it stays quiet as long as possible well never mind her random thing happened.
Journal log 7: i hope that the new people can get along with each other but they seem pretty decent to be honest.
journal log 8: there is something up with heather shes been crying and feeling down a lot idk what but shes not herself i am curious about the note but i respect her privacy i am going to have to keep a close eye on her just in case.
journal log 9: lania is very interesting she could make randoms shit out of anything its impressive how smart she is kinda jealous that i cant be that smart.
journal log 10: cessilia has an attraction i never felt before its like shes the complete opposite from me so why do i feel happy and a strange tingle down my back.
journal log 11: well i fell for another relationship again but i feel this one is stronger than the last we have dates planned for the 5th 110th and 15th im going to ask her then if this is what she wants for real if it suits her goals and needs.
journal log 12: ffs why did i do that she looked nice was it because i have some what of attraction for her or the fact cessillia slept with gwenestry again.
Journal log 13: im actually very proud of everyone over the course of the tournaments respect to our guild and the others all there best effort has been put in and honestly i couldn't be more happy with who we have this was a good choice.
journal log 14: i had a really nice date with cessilia today i am haoppy she has reduced her fear of the water.
journal log 15: well i nearly died several times again why dont i actually die after getting knocked out so many times should have rough dravos to burn his ass up
journal log 16: DO NOT TRUST THIS WILD GUY
journal log 17: great everything going wrong gwenestry and cessilia messing with marik despite me telling them not to and hey what you know this creepy guy shows up again first with seeing heather then with the thunder dragon his purple smoke and shit wear ass stuff the watcher is his weird as fucking name his fucking shit what ever.
o great straight after it because i was to defensive already lania brings a potion to increase my intelligence and read my mind which is to fucking dangerous for me to handle and her so ye dum dum fuck here pretty much scares the soul out of her because im a dum dum fuck and cant do shit right i feel to fucking bad for whats gone on first the ass slap which cessilia covered up now this.
o great i already knew you were there marik nope thank you i will walk the other way why try and guess where i was going to sit i already knew you were going there anyway oooo theory i try keep one step a head or you i know you seen or reading this or some other future shit why me why. actually dont answer that or tell me not falling for this shit.
journal log 18: lania is still to scared to talk to me idk what im supposed to do i try and apologies to her and say im truly sorry but shes to scared of me idk what to do i will have to wait.
journal log 19: i feel sorry for rehly about the accident with the kid but shes dedicated her life to give him a life i respect that a lot i know why godfrey picked her. shes a talented young woman im happy she got out of the jail.
journal log 20: i fucked things up with cessillia its like i just cant let her be her why does she have to ask me to have sex with other people or do sexual stuff with weird shit going on it breaks me down as a person knowing this.
now i know how heather felt with me i was ignorant not knowing this she askeed if i know if bathomet is legit i said yes as i think at the time he is now i dont think so.
cessilia is .............. great i couldn't imagine someone better but idk if its the right time for us to be together im to fucked up and shes looking for her own goals in life and i felt like i forced her into this.
p.s hi cessillia i know your reading all this its like the only secret thing i own and ye i know some answers and questions you have about this and ive already answered it for you just dont know it yet.
journal log 21: final chapter for me for the dos: i remember earlier today i was talking to rehly about the jail which i hope she didn't clock onto what i said i kinda hid it well.
theirs no turning back for people like us - moswell - at first i didn't know what he meant by this but now im finding out friendships and respect being lose for the people i can sort of trust and care about but its going against the oath i said i think that why i never took it the first time i was ready and maybe this still isn't the time yet for me =)
if this gets out then you know im not ready to live this life yet its been a hard journey but even harder now im turning back to the life i use to live.
in hopes of my final ditched efforts i will save these guilds from them self and repair it ad be honest about everything that has gone on to make everything better for all.
notes/letters will be hidden for people in my draw for any last words i have for them.
ty for the times we had but its just not my time yet.
journal log 22: the day we went to yorkhelm was nice to get some time as a smaller group having cessillia with me just to talk and vibe actually was nice and fun, lania not being as complicated around me now is great and seem to bed o the mends, talking to lailac alone was nice i actually think she got her head on straight and sorting out her life glad to have this conversation it goes deeper but still.
journal log 23:i love the fact i spend the lat 3 days before mine and cessillias birthday just being around her i appreciate the hard effect of what she might want to do despite the amount of things shes done in her many lives. i have but nothing but respect for her.
shes a really great person and i could see her being more in my future ether way of relationship or not i know were going to try different things after the other day talk
journal 24: despite not wanting to increase my intelligence its the only way to get paige to increase her athletics idk how to feel about this
journal 25: i madly respect heather for what she did with her sisters she didnt have to go an appologise and considering that she cares a lot about the kid and bathomet i know she will be a good mother
journal 26: athena is lanias real name i wasnt expecting that or her mother to be the presidant i also feel bad for agathers with her family
journal 27: ok so mellow is kinda freeking me out that i did something wrong despite cessillia turning into her yikes
journal 28: i dont think dravos will promises anything he said to agather he seems like hes trying to act good so she dosnt change her mind on the marriage but dravos is selfish and a greedy cunt so he wont care as long as it definiteness him
journal 29: lanias dad has caner i hope she spends as much time as she needs with him and hoe dshe gets as much rest as she needs
journal 30: YAY dravos has gone ship sales for a whiel on see thank fuck that was good to note
journal 31: seeing albolovate fight loxus ooooo getting me on my seat i love this
journal 32: dravos is a fucking idiot he caused lania to stress out as she chosen him to join us on the mission and now she needs to have someone else to take hims place what a toltal head fuck
journal 33: PERIDOT YOU AND YOUR RABBITS
journal 34: : unfortunately cessillia and me didnt last but it was good though shes someone who i valid as a great person she still means a lot to me and hopefully i understand a lot mor ebecause of what she did for me
journal 35: o waw dravos has returned ffs he can not leava and the moment he does its like mumble jmbul out of his mouth for the reason
journal 36: lania is being awkward around me idk what she wants
journal 37: harliquine has goals and ideas of what i stand for
journal 38: ooo dravos is going on a date with paige i can not wait to see this they would be ok together i think
journal 39: O no lania wants my babies now i know why she was so unconformable around me for this time i think rejecting her was the best decision as she deserves better than me im a scum bag who wants women attention despite liking her and actually wanting to be with her bathomet comes up with shit to stop me again
journal 40: i will give lania a chance and hopefully shes ok with it
journal 41: bla bla bla ship bla bla bla travel bla bla bla mno one cares about your 2 week travel when you said 4 months it would last for or some shit
journal 42:i really enjoyed zola talking about her time at the orphanage and the fact the kids like her
journal 43: im making lania run of away from me idk waht i did wrong i was just saying answers and questions
journal 44: spending time with lania playing with her soldiers was fun i feel like soon she will be confuable around me for her just to be her and enjoy what she does without being embarrassed
journal 45: OMG HAHA dravos big stupid my guy dont know his spells properly
journal 46: now i got some time on my hands im going to get lania a lot of games to make her feel more her when she wants to be
journal 47: erm heather want me back yikes thats something i was not expecting that
journal 48: i think admitting to rehly that i liked her has made me feel much better so i can move on with her life in order to start looking for what should be right i appreciate the talk with her and that she understands
journal 49: paige is finally going to be her and have some fun at least with her friends im going to make sure that no one lets her drink anything that is not from me as they would just pour a lot or a standard amount than a little which i want to make sure its not to much
journal 50: paige is funny with her drinks i mean Christ she so so so much different that its shocking to know
journal 51:i hope lania is ok from tonight i know paige said right in front of her well that paige flirted with me but i did notice lania is becoming more confutable around me which is nice
journal 52: i appriciate cessillia coming up to me and saying she likes me and how she feels i do know i miss her but i cant rob anyone from there chance at love again cessillia ty for everything you do and honestly your one of the best closes friends i have life wouldn't be the same without you in it (smiley face)
journal 53: now paige want my kids yikes erm well my saperm idk idk i dont want to know
journal 54: i feel terrible for knocking paige over and spraying her wrist this will be on my mind for a while now and idk how to make it back up to her
Family Ties
mave = sister
skyla = sister of twin
skylie = sisters of twin
bruhorn = father
dian = mother
zaviour = brother never meet
Religious Views
everyone can be changed for the better.
believes there are spirits good and bad.
Social Aptitude
he doesn't understand the more complex social ques but most of the basic stuff he can tell in a snap he has been improving on this through his life.
when he meets his friends or close friends or people he is close to he hugs them upon meeting them or acts a little awkward.
Mannerisms
grinds his teeth when annoyed or feels awkward.
strokes his beard with his thumb and index finger when hes bored or concentrating.
he bites his hoodies laces when he feels nerves
Sorts out his hair when he either likes someone’s or likes something or is interested.
looks at the floor or in the sky if lonely upset or unconformable
Hobbies & Pets
pet tiger called Abodeus. one of the most kindest but deadliest tigers around can rip anyone who touches me with a harmful manor only listens to aldarian and interacts with him only unless aldarian says its ok to interact with them.
abodeus was given to him by his mother to help each other guide to a better life eventually.
abodeus was a wild white tiger with black patterns his mother encountered the tiger when she accidentally stepped in his territory she was going to kill him but released that hes only doing it to protect himself and his home.
unfortunately abodeus was not in good shape so his mother over time helped him out with food and other small thins one day she took aldarian with her to the tiger and from then he helped the tiger out more and soon became best friends.
he loves waterfalls and lying under them
loves to protect the under animlas and kill of and eat the bullies
skateboarding
Speech
common,infernal,celestial,goblin
Social
Current Residence
helbrum guild hall
Contacts & Relations
best friends/ friends/ lose old friends/ good family
Heather = Close friend (oath)
rehlei = best friend (oath)
volo = friend
cessilia = Close friend/ ex/ complicated
godfrey = teacher
lailac = friend
peridot = friend
amber = friend
lania = Close friend/ ex/ complicated
paige = friend
agather = friend
rosaline = friend
Honorary & Occupational Titles
mave = sister
skyla = sister of twin
skylie = sisters of twin
bruhorn = father
dian = mother
zaviour = brother never meet
tom= mave foster brother
Wealth & Financial state
change this to journal instead
journal log 1: after the day of the speech the same thoughts like the mirror plays in my head its getting stronger idk how long i can controll it. the thoughts in my head sees myself as my dad I WANT IT GONE I WANT IT GONE.
journal log 2: hopefully finding a book to work with my hands like artificer stuff hopefully i forget about girls or heather.
journal log 3: waw meeting lania could help me make a few things hopefully this could be a turn around to focuse into some work instead of girls.
journal log 4: After going to hit gwenestry i accidentally hit rehley really hard and feel to bad about it everything right goes wrong.
journal log 5: nothing shall change with what happened with marik no questions no answer shall be given carry on with what originally going to happen.
(haven't written anything down for a while but i will put what he actually thought)
journal log 6: i think this cessillia person is what marik is but based on the past gwenestry found out at the same time hopefully it stays quiet as long as possible well never mind her random thing happened.
Journal log 7: i hope that the new people can get along with each other but they seem pretty decent to be honest.
journal log 8: there is something up with heather shes been crying and feeling down a lot idk what but shes not herself i am curious about the note but i respect her privacy i am going to have to keep a close eye on her just in case.
journal log 9: lania is very interesting she could make randoms shit out of anything its impressive how smart she is kinda jealous that i cant be that smart.
journal log 10: cessilia has an attraction i never felt before its like shes the complete opposite from me so why do i feel happy and a strange tingle down my back.
journal log 11: well i fell for another relationship again but i feel this one is stronger than the last we have dates planned for the 5th 110th and 15th im going to ask her then if this is what she wants for real if it suits her goals and needs.
journal log 12: ffs why did i do that she looked nice was it because i have some what of attraction for her or the fact cessillia slept with gwenestry again.
Journal log 13: im actually very proud of everyone over the course of the tournaments respect to our guild and the others all there best effort has been put in and honestly i couldn't be more happy with who we have this was a good choice.
journal log 14: i had a really nice date with cessilia today i am haoppy she has reduced her fear of the water.
journal log 15: well i nearly died several times again why dont i actually die after getting knocked out so many times should have rough dravos to burn his ass up
journal log 16: DO NOT TRUST THIS WILD GUY
journal log 17: great everything going wrong gwenestry and cessilia messing with marik despite me telling them not to and hey what you know this creepy guy shows up again first with seeing heather then with the thunder dragon his purple smoke and shit wear ass stuff the watcher is his weird as fucking name his fucking shit what ever.
o great straight after it because i was to defensive already lania brings a potion to increase my intelligence and read my mind which is to fucking dangerous for me to handle and her so ye dum dum fuck here pretty much scares the soul out of her because im a dum dum fuck and cant do shit right i feel to fucking bad for whats gone on first the ass slap which cessilia covered up now this.
o great i already knew you were there marik nope thank you i will walk the other way why try and guess where i was going to sit i already knew you were going there anyway oooo theory i try keep one step a head or you i know you seen or reading this or some other future shit why me why. actually dont answer that or tell me not falling for this shit.
journal log 18: lania is still to scared to talk to me idk what im supposed to do i try and apologies to her and say im truly sorry but shes to scared of me idk what to do i will have to wait.
journal log 19: i feel sorry for rehly about the accident with the kid but shes dedicated her life to give him a life i respect that a lot i know why godfrey picked her. shes a talented young woman im happy she got out of the jail.
journal log 20: i fucked things up with cessillia its like i just cant let her be her why does she have to ask me to have sex with other people or do sexual stuff with weird shit going on it breaks me down as a person knowing this.
now i know how heather felt with me i was ignorant not knowing this she askeed if i know if bathomet is legit i said yes as i think at the time he is now i dont think so.
cessilia is .............. great i couldn't imagine someone better but idk if its the right time for us to be together im to fucked up and shes looking for her own goals in life and i felt like i forced her into this.
p.s hi cessillia i know your reading all this its like the only secret thing i own and ye i know some answers and questions you have about this and ive already answered it for you just dont know it yet.
journal log 21: final chapter for me for the dos: i remember earlier today i was talking to rehly about the jail which i hope she didn't clock onto what i said i kinda hid it well.
theirs no turning back for people like us - moswell - at first i didn't know what he meant by this but now im finding out friendships and respect being lose for the people i can sort of trust and care about but its going against the oath i said i think that why i never took it the first time i was ready and maybe this still isn't the time yet for me =)
if this gets out then you know im not ready to live this life yet its been a hard journey but even harder now im turning back to the life i use to live.
in hopes of my final ditched efforts i will save these guilds from them self and repair it ad be honest about everything that has gone on to make everything better for all.
notes/letters will be hidden for people in my draw for any last words i have for them.
ty for the times we had but its just not my time yet.
journal log 22: the day we went to yorkhelm was nice to get some time as a smaller group having cessillia with me just to talk and vibe actually was nice and fun, lania not being as complicated around me now is great and seem to bed o the mends, talking to lailac alone was nice i actually think she got her head on straight and sorting out her life glad to have this conversation it goes deeper but still.
journal log 23:i love the fact i spend the lat 3 days before mine and cessillias birthday just being around her i appreciate the hard effect of what she might want to do despite the amount of things shes done in her many lives. i have but nothing but respect for her.
shes a really great person and i could see her being more in my future ether way of relationship or not i know were going to try different things after the other day talk
journal 24: despite not wanting to increase my intelligence its the only way to get paige to increase her athletics idk how to feel about this
journal 25: i madly respect heather for what she did with her sisters she didnt have to go an appologise and considering that she cares a lot about the kid and bathomet i know she will be a good mother
journal 26: athena is lanias real name i wasnt expecting that or her mother to be the presidant i also feel bad for agathers with her family
journal 27: ok so mellow is kinda freeking me out that i did something wrong despite cessillia turning into her yikes
journal 28: i dont think dravos will promises anything he said to agather he seems like hes trying to act good so she dosnt change her mind on the marriage but dravos is selfish and a greedy cunt so he wont care as long as it definiteness him
journal 29: lanias dad has caner i hope she spends as much time as she needs with him and hoe dshe gets as much rest as she needs
journal 30: YAY dravos has gone ship sales for a whiel on see thank fuck that was good to note
journal 31: seeing albolovate fight loxus ooooo getting me on my seat i love this
journal 32: dravos is a fucking idiot he caused lania to stress out as she chosen him to join us on the mission and now she needs to have someone else to take hims place what a toltal head fuck
journal 33: PERIDOT YOU AND YOUR RABBITS
journal 34: : unfortunately cessillia and me didnt last but it was good though shes someone who i valid as a great person she still means a lot to me and hopefully i understand a lot mor ebecause of what she did for me
journal 35: o waw dravos has returned ffs he can not leava and the moment he does its like mumble jmbul out of his mouth for the reason
journal 36: lania is being awkward around me idk what she wants
journal 37: harliquine has goals and ideas of what i stand for
journal 38: ooo dravos is going on a date with paige i can not wait to see this they would be ok together i think
journal 39: O no lania wants my babies now i know why she was so unconformable around me for this time i think rejecting her was the best decision as she deserves better than me im a scum bag who wants women attention despite liking her and actually wanting to be with her bathomet comes up with shit to stop me again
journal 40: i will give lania a chance and hopefully shes ok with it
journal 41: bla bla bla ship bla bla bla travel bla bla bla mno one cares about your 2 week travel when you said 4 months it would last for or some shit
journal 42:i really enjoyed zola talking about her time at the orphanage and the fact the kids like her
journal 43: im making lania run of away from me idk waht i did wrong i was just saying answers and questions
journal 44: spending time with lania playing with her soldiers was fun i feel like soon she will be confuable around me for her just to be her and enjoy what she does without being embarrassed
journal 45: OMG HAHA dravos big stupid my guy dont know his spells properly
journal 46: now i got some time on my hands im going to get lania a lot of games to make her feel more her when she wants to be
journal 47: erm heather want me back yikes thats something i was not expecting that
journal 48: i think admitting to rehly that i liked her has made me feel much better so i can move on with her life in order to start looking for what should be right i appreciate the talk with her and that she understands
journal 49: paige is finally going to be her and have some fun at least with her friends im going to make sure that no one lets her drink anything that is not from me as they would just pour a lot or a standard amount than a little which i want to make sure its not to much
journal 50: paige is funny with her drinks i mean Christ she so so so much different that its shocking to know
journal 51:i hope lania is ok from tonight i know paige said right in front of her well that paige flirted with me but i did notice lania is becoming more confutable around me which is nice
journal 52: i appriciate cessillia coming up to me and saying she likes me and how she feels i do know i miss her but i cant rob anyone from there chance at love again cessillia ty for everything you do and honestly your one of the best closes friends i have life wouldn't be the same without you in it (smiley face)
journal 53: now paige want my kids yikes erm well my saperm idk idk i dont want to know
journal 54: i feel terrible for knocking paige over and spraying her wrist this will be on my mind for a while now and idk how to make it back up to her
Family Ties
mave = sister
skyla = sister of twin
skylie = sisters of twin
bruhorn = father
dian = mother
zaviour = brother never meet
Religious Views
everyone can be changed for the better.
believes there are spirits good and bad.
Social Aptitude
he doesn't understand the more complex social ques but most of the basic stuff he can tell in a snap he has been improving on this through his life.
when he meets his friends or close friends or people he is close to he hugs them upon meeting them or acts a little awkward.
Mannerisms
grinds his teeth when annoyed or feels awkward.
strokes his beard with his thumb and index finger when hes bored or concentrating.
he bites his hoodies laces when he feels nerves
Sorts out his hair when he either likes someone’s or likes something or is interested.
looks at the floor or in the sky if lonely upset or unconformable
Hobbies & Pets
pet tiger called Abodeus. one of the most kindest but deadliest tigers around can rip anyone who touches me with a harmful manor only listens to aldarian and interacts with him only unless aldarian says its ok to interact with them.
abodeus was given to him by his mother to help each other guide to a better life eventually.
abodeus was a wild white tiger with black patterns his mother encountered the tiger when she accidentally stepped in his territory she was going to kill him but released that hes only doing it to protect himself and his home.
unfortunately abodeus was not in good shape so his mother over time helped him out with food and other small thins one day she took aldarian with her to the tiger and from then he helped the tiger out more and soon became best friends.
he loves waterfalls and lying under them
loves to protect the under animlas and kill of and eat the bullies
skateboarding
Speech
common,infernal,celestial,goblin