Between Two Kesirays
I'm so mad. First off, Rale should be dead. I know. I know. He's sick in the head. It's wrong to wish you could rend a 'sick in the head' person limb from limb. But... ARG!!!!! I can see what they tell me is true. How crazy he is. In the wild, if an animal is out of it's mind the kindest thing is to end it. But people aren't animals. Supposedly. Niccum said something that got me thinking about civilization and towns and politics and whatnot. He started all this crap cause he WANTED. MORE. They wanted power and money and status. They were orphans, I guess? Like I was. I don't understand how they ended up like that. I had the Druids for a time but I left pretty young. I wandered off and when they checked on me I told them I was fine and I wasn't coming back. For a long time, until Autumn, I lived like a wild thing. Once Autumn found me, I spent more time taking care of him and worrying after him. I made us a home. Before that I survived. I enjoyed surviving.
I know my friends have a sense of me living wild that but they don't really know what that means. I don't think. The forest was big. So very, very big. I haven't even seen the whole thing. I tried to. I explored endlessly. I moved around with the seasons. I built or gathered everything I had. I didn't care. I didn't know there WAS much else to have. I found things. I used them. The Druids lived simply. They didn't have shops or houses full of stuff. They lived ALMOST as wild as I did. I never sat around wishing I had a thing. If I was hungry, I killed or gathered something to eat. If I found something, I took it. If it was too heavy, I left it. If I was cold, I slept with other animals or under leaves or in a tree hollow. I rarely built a fire. Looking back now, I don't know if anyone could really understand it unless they had been there. But maybe these kids could.
Niccum and Rale and Belya and the others.....living in a town, with neighbors well off around you, and having nothing of your own must be a torment. These 'riches' are in front of you and you don't think you can have it. Cause you can't take it. That's not how towns work. I thought, when I heard people talking about it, that community meant everyone had everything. That's what the Druid community was. It's different here. Why do some people get to live on Alchemy Gate Road and some people have to live on Wall street? I find that I don't much like this version of community. I don't know if I like any of this. I do like pies and coffee though. I am fully in support of pie and coffee. Maybe that's why people stay? Now that I have things and I buy things and I kinda want things, how can I fault any of them? Maybe the twigjacks were right and I've turned my back on wild ways. I've lost the forest but I found friends. Desna doesn't require me to be a wild thing. She requires that I help the traveler and help my friends and I live my life and have fun. Right now I'm somewhere in between two Kesirays. One is a wild thing and one really likes pie and coffee shops, and really good locks.
The major events and journals in Kesiray's history, from the beginning to today.
I was born!!!
Kesiray has a birthday!!! She's decided her birthday comes on Jestercap!
08:59 pm - 26.02.2020Between Two Kesirays
I'm so mad. First off, Rale should be dead. I know. I know. He's sick in the head. It's wrong to wish you could rend a 'sick in the head' person limb from limb. But... ARG!!!!! I can see what they tell me is true. How crazy he is. In the wild, if an anima...
07:28 pm - 12.06.2020The list of amazing people following the adventures of Kesiray.
Social
Contacts & Relations
Brindi, the little Desna fairy.
Paramecium Separator (Paralictor Sepitus) of the Order of the Scourge. She has a crush. An impossible crush.
Charl, her first (real, kissing booths don't count) kiss.
Baly, the teenage green dragon
Honorary & Occupational Titles
Chief Administrator of Harvest Festival Preparations!
Wealth & Financial state
She is always spending whatever she has.
5 gold PER PIXIE STICK!!!!
Family Ties
Corivan has become her adoptive guardian. She considers him her Father. She's not interested in finding out her true heritage. She says.
She considers Kat and Zarius as siblings. And maybe everyone else, too. One thing that's clear is that she expects all of them to stay together. Forever.
Religious Views
She's a divine hunter who follows Desna. She guides the lost and looks after the traveller.
Social Aptitude
Kesiray feels she can diffuse any tense situation with humor.
She often puts people way off their usual guard. She's gregarious and silly.
Mannerisms
She's quick speaking and quick moving. She tilts her head or gives darting looks when curious or startled.
Hobbies & Pets
Autumn, her kitty and very best friend, and Summer, her fantastically fast horse.
Speech
Kesiray talks fast. She's slowed down around her friends because she mimics them.