Leaving Baldur's Gate

We are now leaving Baldur's Gate behind. With it the remnants of the life I have known for all my life with the few refugees from Elturel living outside the city walls. Lyra has been knighted as a Hellrider which is fantastic the order will live on it seems. The thoughts of the Hellriders though brings back up sore memories. My mother, father and little sisters were all in the city when the companion...exploded? The memory brings a tear to the eye at the thought but I don't think the others noticed. It becomes a bit less painful each time but is that a good thing or is that the hardening of my own heart? I lashed out and helped to strike down the ruler of our former city without a second thought of his innocence. I hope I was right. No one questioned this really in the moment which actually worries me more than anything. That they would follow me in those moments without hesitation but are they following the proper person? Kaiden is the leader that's who they should follow. Not the one with a thirst for vengeance on anyone or anything that had anything to do with our loss.