Tired

[Giant] The Complex under the sands has an interesting Elemental in it. They seem to be the cause of sandstorm and they have asked my party to provide warriors to fight. It is to my understanding that he wants a good fight and I believe we can provide this to him and in exchange, he said he would stop the storm and allow people to approach the Spires. After this fight, my party has discussed that we will be done with the mission. We are tired. I am tired.
 
My Birthday draws near and yet I can't feel anything but indifference. I have grown stronger over these 4 years and yet I feel as if what I began this journey for is not within reach. No closer to my goals or to seeing what I had dreamed of. I know that I am sad, but oddly I can't understand why. My hope in the coming years is that my actions will help the Grove. Nature. The Balance. Perhaps I will be able to find the Tree. I know of its ancient roots and its corrupted branch. Maybe if I return it my tiredness will fade.