12 Ropamont 3Y20

Ryleigh's been feeling down since the fight against that... creature in Riverrun, so Seirixori asked me to take a look at her. Didn't see anything. She says it's just guilt which led to a conversation that... made me a bit uncomfortable but Seirixori trusts Ryleigh and I trust Seirixori and I'm not about to come between them when...
 
I tried to tell Ryleigh that I understood how she felt, being the survivor when someone you cared for died but Seirixori... she seemed to think we were trying to say we'd rather die. I think she was just... talking through her own pain of loss. She knows the thought of dyin terrifies me and Ryleigh doesn't seem the sort either, but Seirixori has been in that place before.
 
We're all dealin with the grief of surviving in our own ways. It's hard.