Letter to Lottodad #1

Hi Lottodad,
 
Thank you again for yours and your family's hospitality,
 
I look forward to our alchemy session getting to know you and your family more often, as requested, I'm sure you read the team's letters already.
 
But we came across a mothdragon, the group got divided and i was grouped with Ailil, Syrus and Gurvel. It was quite difficult terrain with a fuck ton of quick sand, so unfortunately not much bonding time.
 
But at the same time I dont know how i feel about the team, I kind of see a lot of them as npc's (im sure franny can teach you this term), they are a lively energetic bunch, but they dont seem trustworthy. I dont know if i could ever truly be myself around them, Zy has been my rock this whole time. But i dont want the rest of the group to know how close we are because some people (like Arthom) can get so aggressive at times i dont want people this to form cliques.
 
• Gurvel seems cool, it seems his mind distracts him so much i feel i could be close with him without much judgement because he'll probably not understand a thing im saying, but thats kinda comforting.
• Talu is nice but way too perceptive, it makes me feel like im being watched.
• Syrus seeesm very investigative and to himself, seems hes's stil figuring out the cultures/customs (how has he not eaten chicken yet?) I'll keep an eye out on him.
• Ko Rava seems fine i guess? Shes a kid i think its kinda weird how shes getting exposed to all of this at such a young age. I wonder where her parents are?
○ And why the fuck does Art have beef with a child?
• Lucid is nice, perceptive and quiet, weirdly enough he seems really genuine and kind, he didn't have to help me out at the bar but he did. But ill still keep an eye out on him, hes a bit too quiet.
 
I wanted to thank you again for being so nice and genuine to me and the team, i was never that close with my family, my dad i think has PTSD from his time in the war and i was never close with him, i dont think ive had a solid male role model in my life.
I love my mother and admire her in a way, but she is a bit too compliant to gender roles and Aurelian traditions, something i dont think could be for me. Feels like a double edge sword being myself, but straying away from Auerlian qualities, but im going on a tangent.
 
I'll see you and Franny soon!