heart-aching worry

shuriis is so naive and so unaware of whats happening around her
shes going to get herself killed without me
 
but she did guess the wolf attack,
i knew it was going to happen soon...
 
and i recognize that gnome, i swear on all i own i know her
im too worried to get too close, ill have to stand my ground...
 
and the tribe... theyll need a new chief, or at least a temporary leader..
to be totally truthful, im terrified.. but the others cannot know that... hopefully they will be lead to the safety they deserve
 
i also realized something huge when we got out of the jungle.. my mother and father were part of the select few that fell behind, theyre dead
i dont know how to feel, but being vulnerable right now isnt an option
 
new people, new experiences, i may not be up for it
 
shuriis needs me to stay strong and so does the rest of the tribe,
i have to be happy
i have to...