Lonely, Threats, Questions answered

Ryancy, It has been a long time since ive written, i have been distracted and i am alive and well. Much has changed, The shadow hunters and Boro's greej has returned from the old war, and look for the pieces of the weapon. They hunt us and who we hold dear, they attempted to slay my family and i have asked the queen of the elve's to give them safety while i am away to hunt the enemies of bieshulla. We have begun are journey after finding knowledge on the weapon we now understand it more deeply, and with are knowledge now comes are enemies fall.
 
I have done a good thing, i freed the soul of Deliliah my vanquished foe from her torment, and was given a warning of the future, but she now has the chance to redeem herself in the scale bearers eye's, and i believe she will do so, but even with this act i feel empty, i miss my family and i hope rowina doesn't hit the elven guards too much, but i find myself thinking selfish thoughts i would like to stay with them, and raise my kids but this darkness is consuming, and has aims to destroy us all i cannot fail, if i do they will not have a future and they will have a future.
 
We go into the mountains, to find are foe and kill him once he is gone and we collect the pieces they have we will seal it away so none will find it, and are world will be safe, i hope the office of lord commander is suiting you well, and i would like to visit you in your new office, you must have great battles with signing papers and eating and drinking fine food! I joke commander, im trying to learn how to be more funny, as Rowen made happiness around himself and i wish to have this power, i mean no offence.
 
Personal letters:
 
Mom, Father i am doing well i have sent my family to the lands of the elves for safety, and be careful my enemies are hunting down are family's so be careful, if you wish to visit them they are within the realm of the elves, in the capital and are well protected, just say you are my parents and they should allow you to see them, sila will recognize you. I am eating well, and have gained a few pounds! But i now know what it was like to lose your child, they are so far away and i miss them, i can see the sacrifice you made for are clan and i am grateful for it, it has taught me a great many things, and my friends teach me much more still, im learning how to have more restraint and to think more, hopefully i can learn my lessons well, Safe travels mother and father and i will write to you soon.
 
Sila, I hope your doing well im on the trial of the enemy that came for you, kuldaks life will not be in vain and i will save you from these evil creatures, i miss you and are children. I hope rowina isnt too much, and that she is behaving but she does take after you and is quite stubborn! she always drags her brother along into more trouble but i think together they are stronger, they are in my thoughts constantly as are you, and i thank you for the sacrifice you made for me, i am doing well and i hope to see you soon! With all of my love Gunthar (silver lion)
 
Personal journal:
 
Anger, frustration, vengeance cloud my thoughts, i seek violence and death, without my family i feel the pull of it, it is almost drowning me in these dark emotions, i am becoming different, easy to anger, i enjoyed torturing that cultist, i am becoming more of my enemy each passing day, this ring is evil and i must be rid of it, it will steal my soul when i die and i will not be able to ascend to my gods side, and deliliah is being tortured within i hope someone can help me before i am truly lost. A warning, i freed deliliah and she gave me a warning, but i must carry on evil is about and it is my duty to vanquish it, i will do it! By bieshulla it will be done!