The Pit fight

It was an interesting day for us, the games were fun, if not odd. I did enjoy them, I will say. The laughter of the townspeople reminds me of parties back home. Then the pit fight, I honestly did not expect the bloodlust to be as bad as it was. I tore people apart, she surrendered, and I was blinded by justice; they had murdered people. It had to be justified that the scabbered is proof. I am following my God's will. I cannot bend morals and ethics. I must abid by my God. I did not feel guily for it, I felt pride in the strentgh I was given. I felt at peace......... I need to document this. Need to find time to talk to my god.