To surpass death I

I write these notes to preserve my thoughts. My name is Agoth, I am of the fenris race and a practitioner of both necromancy and fire magic . I am dying . The sages say theres no cure and my life will end with a year or longer . My only hope was an ancient amulet guarded by my people for our history...they refused to help me my father as well...very well then I've begun my plans ....I made contact and struck a deal with the reptilians near the outskirts of the forest ...the agreed to my terms my peoples fort town and mines for their help in securing the book described in the library ....I also acquired a vested companion. A large rather strong reptilian the color of rivers as described in the book I struggle with names so I call him river to no objections ...he does seem a bit on the dull side intelligence wise but he has made a far better companion than those I kept in the village ...we found the book in a mystical ruin inside a glowing cave the stones reminiscent of the ones I seen recently with the reptiles leaders throne ...questions for later on that....with rivers help and volfs spectral abilities I was able to find the book I needed sadly as expected it was cursed . But I made almost joyous find I found a friend for all eternity ...a living book of spells ritual and un decipherable text I have yet to understand it all but above all I've named this book grimoire Wies it has a talent for taking notes of the many intrigues I find I managed to copy all the information I need into weis but find the ingredients for the ritual will be a task of it's own so far we've found a cave here that seems to lead to the deep if my research is right I may find a couple of the pieces need for the ritual but it seem a battle between insectiod beats which I've already run afoul of and some small anthropomorphic race it looks to have been a fierce battle but ancient hundreds of years at the least but a curious discovery and entire river of pure liquid magic ive taken two cials for testing first will be to exhaust my magic and see if drinking or even pouring over myself restores my magic ...the cave leads further it is dark volf shall keep watch as I rest I grow weary...perhaps river will carry me if I ask nicely..