Jorvus's Journal

A journal found in Goddess Temple by the party. Details the events leading up to the ritual that Jorvus Anlay completed on Mary Thornburrow 's infant.

Entries:

“Today I became one with the Goddess. She came to me, in whispers, in full. I consumed the flesh of the betrayer’s kin and learned of my mission in this life. She held me, so warm and close. To feel her leathered hand across my cheek was bliss. To hear her voice and know i was saved was something i have yearned for since I was a boy”

“The high priest has chosen me for the next ritual. I can feel the other’s jealousy and rage, though they dare not cross the Goddesses wishes. I am in her favor, I am wanted and needed. I cannot wait to finally be born in her image and to take back what is rightfully mine. That conniving bitch is going to get what's coming to her. The days of my childhood were spent listening to her screaming as she struck me, drunk on wine. The pleasure of ripping her throat open and consuming her flesh as the Goddess instructs is my only solace this day.”

“The power and the visions were strong. The ritual was beautiful and complete. The Goddess is everything I imagined and more. Her fleshless form and cold air was refreshing and revitalizing. She took me against her breast and stroked my hair. Told me everything was alright and that I was special. She knows me, loves me, truly loves me. Unlike her, she was always screaming her voice was fingertips against a grater. Her assaults against my skin only prepared me for this. Tomorrow I will consume her and become one with the Goddess again.”

“Exhilarating, grandiose, brilliant, healing. Her flesh was delicious and supple across my tongue. I held her on the edge of death while she watched me slice and consume her flesh. The Goddess whispering she loved me while I ate her. The tears flowing across her face were the joy that I didn’t know I needed. Her throat and voice eviscerated, finally silent, finally quiet. With the act done the Goddess did her part and made me whole. I was born in her image. I could finally be with her always.”

“Today the Goddess said I was ready, I was chosen by her. The greatest mission, the most important. We would finally make our move against the betrayer, to start our plans of revenge. A child had been found, one bearing the mark of the betrayer. The ritual had been prepared and we just needed to seize the child and bring them back. I cannot wait to taste the flesh of one so young so full of the betrayers soul. This is why I'm her favorite, her most precious and dear. “

“The Goddess has blessed me again. There is another child, one who bears the marks of the betrayer. Two to consume!! She whispers that I must complete the ritual with the first before the second can be consumed. Oh how her voice soothes my mind, dwells within me, as I am part of her. A second child I shall consume, this is the most wonderful news! The Goddess says I am her favorite and will soon join her, lay with her and feel her flesh for real. The children of the betrayer shall feed her and I for our union. “