Tesha's illness

The nausea, it always starts with the nausea. I know then to sit down.  Then come the flashes, like little lights glimmering through the fabric of the world. That's often acompanied by the shivering.  Phasing in and out of the here and now, falling somewhere else. Around this stage someone comments that I look pale, thanks for that it's top of my priorites right now.  Then I don't know. I'm wherever I end up and oblivious to my real world. 
It's almost like I have this down to a science now, haha. There's always some new problem, like it's just trying to trip me up and I hate it!