Archaeology of a Mind - Diagnosis: Complex Trauma An Inelegant Excavation

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Archaeology requires precision. One is usually prompted by knowledge of an event that occurred in time in a known location. Random sampling helps the archaeologist determine exactly where to dig in order to rule out bias as well as make good choices.   Satellite imagery is used to help locate precisely where in the world one is digging and is kept recorded carefully.   Any item recovered from the soil is logged, recorded, sketched, photographed in situ so that the archaeologist will have a way to decipher what took place in this particular locale as recorded by satellite. Each layer of soil on the excavated rectangle is carefully scraped away centimeter by centimeter with any unusual findings recorded and processed in the manner stated above.   Sometimes, important discoveries are made and add to the knowledge of the world and its history.   The first rule of archaeology is: 'Archaeology is destructive.'   When one digs through inches, layers, feet, and metres of earth, things are disturbed that have been in place for hundreds, even thousands of years. The disturbed compacted soil will never go back to the way it was. It is a simple fact.   Making the decision to excavate a site is never undertaken lightly.   In this world, the case has been made. I have undertaken the excavation of my mind to add to the knowledge of my world. I have not chosen to do so lightly. Instead, it is with duty and hope that I forge ahead. I must find the secrets buried, process them, and integrate them into one whole person.   Significant trauma was buried long ago, as this world was beginning. It forever changed everything that came after. It is unfortunate that it was followed by repeated and systematic trauma that occurred during years after.   As finds are uncovered, or rather revealed, with the help of a therapist trained in the art of solving the mysteries of a mind formed from traumatic events, I shall record them here.   All things are connected. All information must be recorded and collected, processed and categorized as I attempt to bring it all together in the most meaningful way I can.  
This is the world where I seek knowledge that will integrate all the artifacts into one cohesive collection of knowledge.