understimulated

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N O T I C E : : m e m o r y _ s t r e a m _ l o c a t e d
I D : : u n d e r s t i m u l a t e d
T Y P E: : E X P E R I E N T I A L
A L E R T : : m e m o r y _ s t r e a m _ c o n t a i n s _ m u l t i p l e _ p a r t s

Stop stop stop stop stop please, please stop. I'm begging you please stop, stop, stop, stop it hurts please make it stop.
Please listen to me, I need you to make it stop. Somebody, please, make it stop. My brain hurts so much. Please make it stop. Why do I feel like I'm not even here? Why is my body just doing things without me? Please make it stop. I don't like this. I want it to stop. Please somebody help me make it stop. I can't think. I can't do anything. It just hurts. Please, please, please make it stop.
I'm so tired. I feel so sleepy. I just want to be somewhere where I don't have to fucking focus to try and think straight. Please, please, take me away from all these things where I need to focus on them and do stuff to make them be interesting, please- please I'm so sick and tired of it, please just give me something that makes my brain feel good please please please please
please please no don't send me back there, don't send me back to the mornings where I have to do my exercises and I can't think of anything for the entire time and I don't have anything to focus on and it's like I'm slowly hemorrhaging my skin is falling off and I'm just rotting please please please don't, please
it's so bad I want it to stop why do I have to live through this every day it hurts so much why why why why why why please i just want it to stop hurting someone please make my brain work properly please stop it from hurting please please please please

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N O T I C E : : m e m o r y _ s t r e a m _ t e r m i n a t e d
A L E R T : : c o n t i n u a t i o n _ a v a i l a b l e