Sarah Mackenzie

Alpha Sarah Jane Mackenzie (a.k.a. Goddess)

Brown hair and green eyes are all you remember of your meeting with her... and that she was beautiful in a way you can't ever put to words. The second time you met, she was all you could think about for a day. Slowly, she took over your thoughts, until you knew you had to be with her, at any cost. You didn't even remember why or how you first met, but now she was all you worshiped and adored.

Divine Symbols & Sigils

A silver triskelion with either emeralds or amethysts fixed at the central points of each spiral.

Physical Description

General Physical Condition

Sarah prides herself on her dedication to physical and mental development and health. She tends to her fitness and hygiene as if they were religion, and prefer to wear sandals or go barefoot versus wearing shoes or boots.

Body Features

Sarah is a meticulously tanned white American, brunette with green eyes. She stands tall for a woman, and thanks to her fitness routines she has a body like a classical statue. Her hair has gentle curls.

Physical quirks

Sarah is naturally right-handed, but has trained herself to be ambidextrous. She walks casually unless she is trying to seduce someone. Sarah's right hand often clenches into a fist when she feels disrespected: the tighter the fist, the stronger the feeling.

Special abilities

As a half-adin, Sarah has a telempathic gift that makes her aware of, and slightly able to influence, the emotional state of people near her. This ability is the primary reason she is able to push hypnotic subjects as far as she can, as her confidence that her suggestions will work bleeds into her subjects. Sarah is capable of shapeshifting, but finds large scale shapeshifting to be unsettling. She does use her shapeshifting to help maintain certain fine details of her divine beauty image, such as her perky youthful breasts and her lack of wrinkles.

Apparel & Accessories

Sarah prefers to wear casual clothes for everyday life, specifically denim pants and snugly fitting t-shirts. She has a selection of jewelry with amethyst or emerald gemstones, most in the form of pendants, and she typically wears one every time she leaves the commune. Sarah often has her underwear fitted by Stacey, so that she can wear sexy underwear for the benefit of anybody who gets to see it while still being comfortable, and she has several business suits available. Sarah does not wear skirts unless she feels she has a very good reason to do so.

Specialized Equipment

Sarah's collection of jewelry is special equipment for her hypnotic use, which is her primary reason for having a large collection of pendants.

Mental characteristics

Personal history

Early Life

Born and raised in Pinckney, MI, Sarah had two older brothers and one younger. She had a supportive family in an upper middle-class life, and knew from a young age what she wanted: To be in charge and to improve other peoples' lives. Sarah began to study hypnosis as a hobby in grade school, manipulating friends and classmates into experimental subjects as she pushed further into the boundary between fact and fantasy -- and between the safe and dangerous. By junior high school, she already had one loyal hypnotized slave, her brother Charles, and was ready to develop her skills even further.
Sarah put forth an image of perfection -- she used self-hypnosis to help keep herself relaxed while pursuing almost every positive opportunity she could: babysitting to let her practice hypnosis outside of her home, dance to push her physical fitness, and studies to keep her parents placated, but also to ensure she could go wherever she wanted for university. She dated on the sly, though her dates were all experiments conducted while babysitting, and she conditioned her charges and dates very well to never reveal her dating habits. She also got into the mind of George Freberg, the head of the Pinckney School Press Club, to make sure that no rumours about her got out of hand. Manipulating him to keep her positive image up in the school papers, she had a spotless record.
In 1999, she lost that perfect image during her very first hypnotist's duel with Paul Williams. By forcing him to kiss her with the passion he felt for Fae Evans, Sarah won -- but by revealing her harem's existence while accepting the Queen of the Formal crown, Paul also won. Worst of all, Paul was a smartass about the stakes: After paying his portion of the wager by self-hypnotising himself into Sarah's slave, Sarah paid her portion of the wager by letting him release any one of her slave from his control for good. He chose himself before she had the chance to truly awaken his dominant side, and her bitterness (and exposure) left her reluctant to use hypnosis again until after she left Pinckney.

College Experiments

Beginning in 2002, Sarah attended Ferris State University for a degree in psychology, with her mind set on becoming a therapist, as much for her own benefit as that of her clients. She was partnered in the dorms with Melanie Dijkstra from the Grand Rapids area, and after planting frustration into Melanie's mind, she taught her how to relax and have the sort of free-looking life Sarah had: By being hypnotized for time management and focus, with a subtle but growing obedience to Sarah. As the Christmas holidays came, Sarah planted a timebomb of a suggestion in Melanie's mind: She could choose to freely devote her life to Sarah as a hypnogoddess, or be Sarah's secret plaything until graduation, when she would begin to forget Sarah's role in her life completely.
Returning from the holidays, Melanie was ready to give her mind completely to Sarah, and for the next three years, Sarah molded Melanie into a pliable slave who would help her extend her reach over the internet. Following their graduation, Sarah secured a job for Melanie, in which her first complete slave would earn enough to support the both of them, while beginning to spread a hypnotic version of their own story online to lure new recruits. Sarah herself joined a fledgling hypnotherapy firm in Grand Rapids while pursuing certification as a sex therapist, little knowing that her employer would be the anchor to her own impending fall.

Blood of the Adin

In 2006, Sarah was invited to meet her employer's family, where she met Jenesis and Kharon. As she shook hands with Jenesis, she felt a tinge of something -- a surge of empathic connection between kindred spirits. Inviting the two of them to her place for coffee, she hoped to gauge if they were threats to her plan, but quickly discovered that they were as susceptible to hypnosis, and seemingly as trivial to neutralize, as she could have hoped for. This only lasted a short time -- within a few days, Kharon had turned the tables, and challenged Sarah to a Hypnotist's Duel.
The duel was simple: If Kharon could make Sarah beg to be enslaved within one week, Sarah would become his alpha slave. She would retain her full dominance except towards himself and Jen, and would move to California as soon as she could get her affairs here in order. If after one week, Sarah were not begging Kharon to be his slave, Kharon would let Sarah keep his slavegirl, Stacey and never interfere with her plans unless they touched his pack. There was no chance of a draw, either winning or losing, and Sarah accepted the terms, confident that her dominant soul would resist his tricks.
Sarah was wrong. Each night, they went on a date and Kharon tranced her, and for six nights, Sarah said that nothing had changed. When Kharon asked if anything should have changed, Sarah grinned and taunted him. "If you can't even get a small change in my mind tomorrow night, I'll have to tease you like this whole thing has teased me," she said. At the time, the suggestions Kharon had been giving her were so cleverly concealed she thought even that idea came from herself. The next night, seemingly unchanged and dominant, Sarah added a new twist to the duel: If she could make Kharon beg to be her pet by sunrise, she would forget all about his insolence.
As soon as Kharon stripped and presented his erection, Sarah started to feel the suggestions. She couldn't back down after raising the stakes, though, even without the suggestions her own pride fought that idea. In the end, she found herself worshiping Kharon's sex and, in the last hours before sunrise, begging him to share his secrets with her, even if she had to be his slave to learn how he could warp her into such a submissive mess.
His secret was the same as hers: both were half-adin, which had amplified their ability to use hypnosis beyond the realm of normal humans, by using their subtle telempathic gift in concert with hypnosis to alter their subjects' receptiveness to suggestions, both generally and specifically. Now pledged to Kharon's collar, Sarah began to make plans to move, with Melanie, to Alabaster City and Kharon's home.

Alpha Slave

After moving in with Kharon, Sarah was surprised to be subjected to magical restrictions on her use of hypnosis, but understanding where they came from, she reluctantly consented to being unable to hypnotize Kharon or Jen in exchange for her position as their alpha slave over the whole commune. Sarah spent a year learning the ins and outs of the commune before being officially title the household manager, responsible for the budget, compensation for new slaves, paying the educational bills for slaves in school, and otherwise being the professional face of the Lake Earl Commune.
In her time at the Commune, Sarah has been allowed to recruit slaves with Kharon's approval, and has a small cadre of disciples to her hypnogoddess image, including Katrina and Peter Swales, and a few lesser submissives who see her as a mistress but not a goddess, such as Robyn Boyle who serves Sarah secondary to her master, Darkon ta Dra.

Gender Identity

Sarah identifies herself as a Goddess and insists that all pronouns and titles used for her (in person, at least) be capitalized. Her preferred titles are Goddess, Göttin, and Mistress, and her pronouns are She/Her/Hers.

Sexuality

Hypnosexual. While functionally and self-reported to be a bisexual, Sarah has such a powerful fetishistic kink that she is incapable of feeling sexual arousal without a hypnotic relationship or hypnosis being involved. Sarah has not reported romantic attraction outside of hypnotic relationships, with her most romantic relationship being between herself and Melanie Dijkstra.

Education

Sarah graduated from Ferris State University with a Bachelor's Degree in Psychology, and pursued certification as Certified Sex Therapist before her duel with Kharon.

Employment

Sarah is the household managing alpha slave of Kharon Sonhir after losing a hypnotist's duel. In addition to managing the Lake Earl Commune's residents, personnel, and finances, Sarah is a psychological and sex therapist to the residents of the commune, friendly to all gender identities and sexual preferences.

Accomplishments & Achievements

• Valedictorian, Pinckney High School Class of 2001
• 3.98 GPA, Bachelor's Degree in Psychology, Ferris State University (2005)
• Certified Sex Therapist (2006 & re-certified every two years)

Sarah currently has a harem of 6 disciples who consider her their Goddess and 6 additional slaves who serve her only as a Mistress (whether full-time or on a per-scene basis). Melanie is the high priestess of the cult of Sarah, with authority over all of Sarah's other slaves and disciples by Sarah's blessing.

Failures & Embarrassments

Sarah has lost both of the Hypnotist's Duels she has participated in despite considering herself a pure and perfect dominant. While she has grown through each of these, the blows to her pride and self-image did stagger her at the time, until she learned how to use those lessons to her advantage.
Sarah has never had an orgasm except by her own hands. She longs to have an orgasm from the worship of her slaves or disciples, but has yet to experience one.

Mental Trauma

Sarah has an intense hypnofetish which overwhelms both her normal sexual desires and her ability to form deep emotional connections. She is capable of seeing hypnosis non-sexually, however she finds it difficult or impossible to experience sexual arousal or emotional intimacy without the mask of hypnotic BDSM play, with herself always in the superior role.
Sarah also experiences no signs of the so-called Westermarck Effect, having long hypnotized her younger brother for her own personal sexual enjoyment. She does not appear to have any social or emotional disorders, as she admits to being able to experience the full range of human emotions, only seeming to have an attachment disorder in which she struggles to make deep and meaningful emotional connections.

Morality & Philosophy

Sarah has a philosophy to never harm her patients or submissives, though her definition of what is or is not harmful is at odds with what many in the wider society would claim. Sarah is dedicated to serving the needs of her patients and submissives, though she always does so in a way that serves herself first, whether her pleasure or her benefit.

Taboos

Sarah does not appear to be affected by social taboos, but she has strongly expressed that she does not wish to ever be impregnated or give birth. She also dislikes the feeling of having a living penis in her sex, though she is comfortable with anal or oral sex. Though comfortable with giving blow-jobs, and insistent on taking ejaculate into her mouth, Sarah does not swallow.

Personality Characteristics

Motivation

Sarah's motivation is to rule the world through hypnosis and have a comfortable life. Her more realistic goal is to have a devoted cult-like harem that ensures a comfortable life for her. Sarah's motivation and goal are tempered by her relationship to Kharon, but they are unchanged since she entered university.
Within the Lake Earl Commune, Sarah seeks to ensure that every member of the commune, regardless of their dominant or submissive roles and relationships, has the best lifestyle possible and is never coerced or forced into anything they don't actually want. Despite her desire to never have children, she particularly values the autonomy of the children.

Savvies & Ineptitudes

Sarah is good at presenting the image she wants people to see. Sarah struggles to deal with failures, often shutting down (if given the discretion) to cope with failure.
Sarah has a deep knowledge of common beliefs about hypnosis, and has a repertoire for exploiting most of them. Sarah struggles to understand romantic affection as more than just a series of actions.

Hygiene

Sarah is fastidious in her personal and domestic hygiene, whether she does the work herself or uses slaves to do it.

Divine Classification

Hypnogoddess

Year of Birth

1983

Birthplace

Pinckney, MI

Current Residence

Lake Earl Commune, Alabaster City, CA

Gender

Female

Eyes

Green

Hair

Long, Brown, Manageable

Height

6'0" (182.9 cm)

Weight

150 lbs (68 kg)

Known Languages

Sarah is fluent in American English and German, and spent the year between high school and university visiting a friend of her family who lived in Berlin. She is a competent, though amateur, speaker and reader of Gothic, and often incorporate Gothic language into her more elaborate play.

Character Prototype

Sarah James would be an ideal live-action casting choice for Sarah's body. Sarah's voice would be best represented by Melissa Fahn, in a voice slightly huskier than her natural speaking voice.