It's Time You Knew! Or Can you stand the rain!? Visel and Dedestra become a couple! Pt. 5

"You remember Delphine right?" Always wore shitty tank tops, no socks with skinny jeans and shit! Fucking ugly ass bottle blond with a buzz cut and a shit-eating grin you could punch for hours!?" She perks up! "With the busted ass, ugly ass fucking sneakers she was always flashing like they were God's gift to the Diaporian Niggasu of Motha fuckin' Mars!?" Her fist slamming against the marble punctuates her frustration. "Yes . . . I'm remembering her quite vividly now, unfortunately. Quite a peevish bore of a woman!" She sighs "I had solemnly hoped that you'd fully divest from her influence after I tried so arduously to separate her from you. I could tell it wasn't in your best interest to associate with her and her lot!" Tears stream down Visel's cheeks. She belts! "I KNOW!" She stifles herself. "I know, okay!? I wish I did! But In a way, I'm glad I didn't!" Visell sneers and grits her teeth. Her hand clasp around her forehead trying to quell the pulsing pressure! Her lips quiver "Symown, What did you-" "You left me! After you promised . . . Geez . . . But I understand why! When you said, I drove you away, didn't I? I just wanted you to live! And I hate I'm so freaking selfish but I hate that you weren't there!"
"Symown . . ." Dedestra says tentatively. She wipes her tears "I hate that I freaking fell apart without you, Dahali! But I know you would've gone crazy here! I can't blame you for that!" Her head hangs, she curls her fists in her lap, "I'm over it now really but! Back then, I need someone to fill the hole you left in my freaking heart! And there she was; While I was crying and hitting people for the pain of it, she was there. She dried my tears, and gave me a little attention and kissed me, and called herself my girlfriend. And I can't believe that was enough for me!" Tears continue to fall. The bright sunny setting gradually turns cloudy.
"She even told me she loved me. She brought me on as the Gangs heavy hitter! After a while that bitch would only give me the freaking time of day if I did her dirty work for her! I . . . I went against Father's wishes! I went against Mother's teachings. I cheated, I stole, I treated innocent folk so she would give me the time of day! There's a lot I wouldn't do but everything I did was too much! That crazy bitch was in a bunch of seriously deep, shit; Syndicate backers, drugs, weapons, contraband, Unregistered Gizo Material, lotta really freaking bad shit! And I went along with it!" She quivers, her voice breaks "This one time . . . One time She had these girls . . . early high school chicks just like . . . sitting around handcuffed up! Thank goodness I got them out! But I still fucked with her after that! I thought . . . that If this city was shit enough to take you from me it could freaking burn, and that's on me! But It wasn't enough . . ."
Streams of static run through her hair and between her horns randomly. She swaddles herself with her arms. "Dahali! She . . . She did stuff to me!" Tears still streaming. She snivels. I didn't want It, I told her not to but if I didn't she would've left too! But you freaking know me; sensitive . . . and she was . . . cold and . . . rough. She even freaking tried to do me while Nasrin was sleeping in the same room, the nasty cunt! Then . . . that fucking bitch, she started drugging me out to do me too! That Zoul shit . . . It makes you a fucking Zombie!" Visel quivers and shakes. The empty metal chairs and neatly placed silver wear start to quake. "And I let it happen! But maybe It was for the best cause that heifer was trash with her garbage-ass middle school jabby finger shit! No two ways about it! She would . . . I didn't know till late but, She would . . . fucking take pictures of me while I was zonked out and passed them around-bragging on 'em!"
She says under her breath! "One day. . .One night she did what she usually did. Zonked me out and she . . . did whatever . . ." She blushes and sneers. But whatever she gave me was Bad. Fucking. Shit. I O.D.ed on that shit and wigged out! I don't know If it was the Bad Shit, The Yams, or The anger I was shovin' or all of it but a bitch snapped! You heard me!? Fucked up the whole operation! I wish I had split that bitches neck open! Next thing I knew I was ridin' with Togisa . . . naked." She blushes "Freaking reliable ass perv! Thank god for him though, Kid deserved a smooch! He dropped me off at House 3 And that's when shit hit the motha fucking fan! Those riffing ass munching gremlin stole my key and robbed my house.
Mom's African Antiques and Heirlooms, silverware, My turntables, guitar, and all my mother fucking records! All while Nasrin was there! Thank god she was safe! If that wasn't enough . . . She grips herself tighter. They destroyed Father's shine! Stole all those memories, all my offerings, all my pictures!!!" Visel shoots up and crashes her hands on the table! It's like he was taken from me all over again!" She glares at the scared patrons around!" Visell belts "Fuck ya'll looking at! If you wanna do more than stare at a piece of ass half this fine, The Lau Chu Brothel is half an hour from here, you god damn buzzards!" Visel sits back down. I was . . . so freaking pissed . . . I was so freaking pissed I even hurt . . . Nasrin.
That scare on her face wasn't a freaking Track accident, that was all me! She was trying to protect me too! Shit, driving away everyone that gave a shit about me! That's what Delphine does, ya know!? That's what she made me do! Togisa, Fuji, Musa and she took advantage of you being gone. And I fell right into it. I was WEAK! And everybody freaking knew it!" The chairs around the bend and crack! The sky becomes cloudier and cloudier minute by minute. " So I went to find answers. maybe I was mistaken or something, anything. I just wanted to know who I had to kill that day! Then I got to there usually place . . . They Blacklisted me. So me being a clever ass bitch, I snuck in with no hiccups. Then . . . then." Visel grits her teeth! The metal chairs around start to shake and quake! Thunder roars from the horizon! Patrons pardon themselves from the scene with haste! "Dahali . . . I . . .I"
Visel starts to cry again; She shoots up from the table, slamming her hands on the table cracking the marble! Her voice belt and breaks "You have to realize . . . you have to realize I didn't know! No one told me . . . no one told me that she. . . and If I knew I would down something sooner I swear! Even If it killed me!" Visell feels A lukewarm feeling caresses her hand! Her eyes dart up to find Dedestra's hand over hers. She looks at Dedestra's icy glare. "Symown! Whatever It was It can wait! I didn't intend to cause this much undue stress. We should just . . . enjoy the rest of our date in stride and-" Visell scowls at Dedestra. In one swift motion, she relinquishes her hand, grappling Dedestra's robe, with a vice grip. As she tugs she pulls her from her seat!
Visell bellows with her low raspy alto voice "SHE KILLED YOUR BROTHER . . . AND YOUR MOM TOO!" Visell weeps copiously, her hand trembles. Blood-laced tears stream from her crimson eyes! SHE TOOK WHAT YOU LOVED AND TOOK YOU AWAY FROM ME!
All . . . all for me to enable her and get her rocks off. She lets go of Dedestra's robe. She falls back into her chair. Her measured glare broken into a wide-eyed gawk.
Visel continues standing, curling over the table. The cloud cover gets heavier and heavier! "I was truly weak! I let one bitch with a nice smile and an okay ass give me a little attention, and fuck me into open caskets! But she didn't fully realize who she had royally flushed! She knew I knew too much, she found out who my mom was! She was gonna come after Me, Momma, and Nasrin. So with all things considered, It was on some blood, love, and honor shit! So, I got Spyce (Tollen's sword) from Tollen. Pulled the wool right over that cunt's face and gauged her freaking eyes out right before I crashed through her whole shit and burned her apparitions to the fucking ground with my resolve! Her hideout, her backers, her supply, her bumbaclot badasses- all of it! Then I took my sweet time making that bitch suffer!" Visel wipes her tears and limply plops down in her seat.
The Sky is mired in dark clouds with the thinnest hum of sunlight breaking through. Before It all went down it went on air and had to tell you! I guess part of me wanted to forget the worst part. Blood-laced tears continue to fall. "I'm so, so sorry! I was selfish and weak and dumb and I betrayed you!" she stares at the streams of blood scaling across her hand, "I'm so sorry, Dahali!!" The scrape of a metal chair calls her attention.
"Don't call me by that name please . . ." Visel gasp as her fragile little heart snaps in twain! Her wide, frail, weary gaze lingers on Dedestra as she stands up; straightening and dusting off her robe. She cordially pushes in her chair. "Many thanks for relaying that information to me. You should finish the rest of the food, and collect yourself. After that, we should abscond from this . . . dreary deluge."
Visell shutters as the snow-white napkins in her lap turn a pinkish crimson from her tears. "Her fist clench. "Aren't you gonna say anything . . . you can't possibly just be cool with all this! You don't have to bottle it, please!" I'm not bottling anything, Symown. I'm . . . stunned! Conflicted! Dumbstruck even! But . . . My mind and my heart both are for once in fully, undeniably in agreement." "And what do they say?" Visell says with trepidation. Her heart jumps at the feeling of a cold sensation under her chin letting her downcast head. Her eyes meet Dedestra's.
"You're my Angel. . ."
Visel's face pouts and staunches as tears pour from her eyes. The halcyon pitter-patter of rain rings across the rooftop intensifying a whiling downpour. Her voice breaks, "How can you possibly say that!? I . . . screwed up how are you not angry!?" I am angry! I'm also delighted and enthralled and bewildered and so happy to have you!" Dedestra tenderly caresses her face, her hands quivering "Thank you, Symown. Because of you . . . They can finally rest in peace . . ." Rainwater drains down her face. The sky wails and weeps as her icy glare gazes into her eyes. Visel can't tell if she's crying or it's just the rain. Visell begins to weep with the sky as she buries her in Dedestra's full embrace.
Lightening violently dances across the swirling broiling sky. Dedestra looks up to the blistering grey sky!