Changes

I'm not sure what's going on but I've decided to try and get my thoughts together in a journal, hopefully I'll be able to figure out what is happening with these entries.
 
It's been a few days since I was able to escape from the voices thanks to that man, I'll never admit it to his face but I'm eternally grateful and should he need my aid than Axxel himself better stand in my way to prevent that.
 
Hells the only reason I'm starting this journal is because I have the chance to think thanks to him, so, currently I'm working with others to try and help but that is for a different entry.
 
Right now I'm not.... Sure what's happening with me but I'll try and put my thoughts together, see if I can figure out what happened.
 
We were on that planet, Automata? there was a Battle of some kind, my memories are a bit fuzzy but I remember that the fight got worse and I decided to do something... Crazy.
 
Beforehand Ilya and I were improving on my Bracers, a gift from my parents that enhanced my changeling abilities and... we were able to improve it until I could tap into the Draconic blood I carry.
 
It. Worked... Gods. It worked. I felt... so much.... Wrath. so much Rage and... *incoherent scribbling continues for a while*
 
It was Incredible, the winds beneath my wings, the Icy howl in my breath, the strength, the strength was.... Intoxicating, the weight of my scales, the density of my muscles...
 
Unfortunately it was only temporary and the exhaustion was... I wasn't certain if I could stay conscious, everything was a haze afterwards.
 
I recall a station, several nights later, we landed and there was a fight, I felt different... I felt like I.... I needed to win... needed to break the enemy... It felt good... letting loose after so long, watching those metal vermin freeze solid.... shatter..... gods it. felt so... good.
 
We also ended up heading to some place, a place with food.... Food... Meat. Raw. Meat. Devouring that Meat was... Divine.
 
What's happening to me? I've never had such a need to Dominate... such a desire to... Consume....