10 Pivon 4284

I don't even know where to begin. Last night was…. so much more than I ever dared to hope for. I hate that we had to go separately, but, the more I think about it (without my feelings for him getting in the way of my brain), he really does need to get there soon. There's no telling what kind of trouble Ashwing could cause if no one knows what's happened. I'm still worried for him, but… I dunno. It's a little easier knowing we feel the same about each other. I'm not nearly as worried about what I'd end up regretting if something happened, but it's also a lot scarier being without him and knowing we’re both going to be in dangerous situations.
 
It's weird, but I get the distinct feeling Havine was hoping we’d manage to talk things out. I mean, I'm not complaining, but…. It's weird having someone looking out for me like that, I guess. Kit and Medericus sure as hell wouldn’t stick their noses in that unless it was to give me shit for it. Which is almost easier since I know where they’d be coming from. I don’t know what to make of a cleric who doesn’t want something from me besides good company. I… kind of wish I had Jasttor here to talk about this with. He’d… no, I don’t think I could really explain it to him anyway. It’d mean… it’d be more than I’m willing to chat about on the road.