Complicated
This entry is quite late. Due to recent events I have been quite distracted, and somewhat put off. I won't go into detail; only go over the most important points:
This all happened over the course of about three or so days. We have just left from the Grand Lysium to find information as I write this on day 3. Though technically we shouldn't have been able to, it seems both groups were able to coax the neccesary information out of the relevant people. The problem is more a magical than structural one. Physical repairs are likely to be quick and easy, though the magical lot will have to dig into studiying 2-4 thousand year old runework to make proper repairs, as doing extensive repairs would require replacing the entire damned system. A system that SPREADS MOST OF THE DAMNED CONTINENT, AND FROM THE SOUNDS OF THINGS WASN'T EVEN PROPPERLY COMPLETED. It was a welcome distraction despite the absurdity, trying to learn and fix a machine, and though I'm still mostly useless as the technology is still foreign to me, I at least have SOME idea of what's going on. I'd love to just sit down and study the technology. This junk, though old and crude even by a Kruggunite's standards in some regards, seems like the logical next step to my gem tech. The Lislanders seemed to have access to energised quenaztium for most of their history by my guess; hell, actually, maybe Automata is the odd one out in terms of not having significant free floating energy about, since my gut tells me its what powers magic. Everything I've seen and heard so far hints toward it. Now I'm just sad. Imagine the potential machines we could make if we could harness magic, what we've been missing out on because we haven't been able to manipulate it as the rest of Everywhere has! Though... that's... what the Talthorians are, aren't they? A people with magic that have advanced so much farther entirely because they had magic and we didn't? How depressing. Would they think us primitive? That station where we found Bard Bot would certainly suggest that they might think of us as though we're tidy barbarians. Though I can't find myself to be mad or dissapointed in anyway toward/at Krugg. I guess maybe we're just intended to be purists. I suppose, in some sense this lends more credence to the theory that we're machines. I wonder if standard life is dependant on quenaztium, if not magic directly. From what I understand, the Lislanders certainly are. Without the whole soul thing, all you have is humanoid pile of meat. With it, you dont need a complex defense tool. A simple hunting bow could be as deadly, if not more, than a sniper rifle. If you have the proper training of course. Wilds and beyond, its Sunseer's entire existence.
The only reason it can speak to us is because the soul lines - a literal RIVER OF QUENAZTIUM ENERGY (forget liquid quenaztium, I'd love to see the looks on the company men's faces if I could show them this), the leak of which is more potent than any generator failure in current Kruggunite memory - have been meddled with and the steady flow of leaking energy has given it, well not sapience it seems, but certainly the ability to interact with the physical world to some degree. Likely enough to be a minor god at least. And its using its power to puppet a corpse and make people fight. It hasn't tried to negotiate. It has no intentions of stopping the fighting for any reason. Just simply, there is an enemy. You lot, kill them.
Can you imagine Babylon happening EVERY NIGHT? A nightly showdown between the church and their supporters vs every one else? During the day, you can do as you like, but by nightfall everyone has to have a defense tool ready or else you'll be on the next wagon to what would eventually necessitate an incinerator. And now have this keep going until one side has been completely wiped out.
I understand having to defend yourself, but those who live in the city will defend it for you. You don't need to trap everyone inside and use mind magics to make them fight for you. It's their home. Like hell they'll just stand by and watch. But you also want to protect the city from the constant destruction. There's no point in defending something that no longer exists! It'll just be senseless slaughter! SO FIND A SOLLUTION TO STOP IT??? But no. There will be no negotiation. At this point it's likely far too late for that. If it were grieving, I could understand where some of this is coming from, but even then I still wouldn't understand. Its been thousands of years - they say sometimes grief never passes, and I still miss my mother, but I'm not doing THIS! I was mad, and I wanted someone to pay, but I didn't work my ass off just to buy armour, ammunition, and weapons to take on half the city! I just... don't get it. I see why Nathiri can hate some gods. If most are like this one... I just want to go home. I had hoped to stay and learn some things from their schools if possible, but I don't want to be in or around a city that only wants blood.
I want to understand, but I don't think talking to it again will be any more use; it seems it just doesn't understand certain concepts, and doesn't seem to care to understand them. I've never encountered a puzzle that just left me... depressed? There's nothing I feel I can do here. I've always understood that gods are far above us in ability and understanding, but Krugg has always been approachable. He's understanding for the most part and kind even. He cares. But Sunseer... What DOES it care about? It doesn't seem to care about the people. Just the city? Is it just selfish? And it doesn't want to learn simple mortal concepts, and it refuses to see the long term rammifications that this will have, and doesn't care to do anything about it even if it does. Its so sure that its eternal. I'm not so sure. Automata has stood for a really, really long time. We don't remember, or even know how long. But that's because Krugg wills it. Sunseer came to be after it was created. It IS the city. If there is no more city, I assume there is no more Sunseer?
I don't know. It feels like a raptor thinking itself a Rex. I-
I don't know. I just don't.
I don't get it.
I don't understand.
I kinda don't want to.
I'm going to stop here. I just want to stop thinking about this and be done.
Ilya's Journal Ordered oldest to newest
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Spinning
21st Turn of the 7th Shift 12 PBB
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Sun'Set
22nd Turn of the 7th Shift 12 PBB
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Navigation
23rd Turn of the 7th Shift 12 PBB
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Complicated
26th Turn of the 7th Shift 12 PBB
21st Turn of the 7th Shift 12 PBB
22nd Turn of the 7th Shift 12 PBB
23rd Turn of the 7th Shift 12 PBB
26th Turn of the 7th Shift 12 PBB
The major events and journals in Ilya's history, from the beginning to today.
Spinning
I feel I have to write this down. Its not been too long since we left Automata, but already I can tell I'm going to get lost and be overwhelmed with so much that it'd be best that I start writing things down, just so that I can make sense of it all in wha...
11:51 am - 03.08.2022Sun'Set
Log 1: - Sigmund can apparently forge documents. Made me, Yara and Muspella some. - Spoke with Bard bot as I was finishing my study and taking apart the humanoid machine. Claims Kruggunites are the ultimate machines. Had a mild existencial crisis. Tryin...
12:16 pm - 10.08.2022Navigation
Ive changed my mind about the format. The list from earlier was far too ugly. Instead Ill just do a simple, factual summary, and then comment at the end. Early in the morning we all gathered in a street and got a good look of the surroundings. People w...
04:50 pm - 22.08.2022Complicated
This entry is quite late. Due to recent events I have been quite distracted, and somewhat put off. I won't go into detail; only go over the most important points: - We've established the guild - The Tourists. Got rings with communication abilities. I for...
09:47 am - 24.10.2022The list of amazing people following the adventures of Ilya.
Social
Birthplace
Automata
Current Residence
Silver Lining, Point 7
Contacts & Relations
Jackie Marker is a chipper teenage girl from the lower points who seems to be endlessly busy doing this and that all over the place. Ilya pays her for bits of gossip and whatever other rumors she can bring her, not necessarily because she is interested and finds such information valuable, but because she likes the girl who reminds her much of herself before she founded her store. She often uses her for various other errands as well, including looking after the store for short periods of time.
Zack Locker is an old contact from her black market days whom she still speaks with on a semi-regular basis to this day for this and that. He seems always happy to help her out as long as he gets a cut of whatever she has going on.
Wealth & Financial state
Ilya does well for a single owner of a store on Point 7, able to make more than enough money for herself an her hobbies even if the income is irregular. If she put her mind to it, she could save up enough to live a lavish lifestyle with others running the store for her, while she idles away in whatever fancily decorated place she built for herself, but she is not interested in such things and more than happy to live simple but well.
Family Ties
Though she lost a good deal of her known family 12 years ago, some have still survived that she keeps an ear to the ground for, and occasionally visits, just to make sure they're ok. Her only direct family to have survived is her father, Tarkin Crosspoint who takes care of her aunt Yulia and her cousins Tilly and Mara, all of which work in the reestablished Crosspoint Airworks in some capacity. Though she visits rarely, she made a point of it to send them gifts and a little something extra every month or so.
Religious Views
Like any Kruggunite she is a steadfast believer in Krugg, and it would be impossible to convince her not to believe in him. How could she not, when she seems him semi-weekly, has witnessed him use his grand power and has conversations with him like he is simply any other in the city?
She knows that Krugg is responsible for all in Automata, for all on her home planet, and that their purpose is to create and invent and that they were expressly made in such a way that they could dedicate themselves to this. This has not stopped her from being curious about the Talthorian's 'magic' and way of doing things, but she maintains to herself that using a machine to do things for you is more elegant than doing things in any other way, like just bending reality to your will.
Social Aptitude
She is well enough versed in the social norms of Automata to get by quite well in the mid and upper points. She is familiar with the mannerisms of the lower point and the backrooms and black market, and while she can tell what someone might be up to, she is more comfortable on the upper levels. This only applies to Automata however, as she has never been off-world and only learnt of and met Talthorians in the past year.
Mannerisms
When not in use or in another position because of circumstances, her hands are in one of three positions: clasped together and held to her chest, one arm folded over the other and holding the arm/elbow, or folded behind her in some fashion.
Hobbies & Pets
Ilya has grown interested in the study and use of quenaztium, and by extension - "magic", ever since she discovered how to break the substance down into a raw energy form, which again compounded when she met her new Talthorian friends and was requested to make something to help the changeling Nathiri become a true dragon, if only briefly. Though she completed the request and it appears to work, she has no idea what she did, and is actively seeking more opportunities to study it.
Speech
She has a high pitched voice and speaks softly, with an accent somewhat similar to conservative RP from the UK. While the majority of her vocabulary is proper, she at times interjects various slang words or phrases, and it tends to increase the more overwhelmed, frightened or angry she feels. When uncertain about whom she is speaking to or the topic being discussed, she frequently pauses to think for a moment after hearing a reply or statement, leading to mildly odd and sometimes awkward interactions.